Sometimes its better to expect nothing

I broke down almost instantly, clutching that piece of paper. The cause of it is rather simple, that I was very disappointed in myself. It felt worse that having someone pushing me off a cliff, because I know that. This time, I failed myself. The amount of effort wasn't enough, everything I gave, wasn't good enough.

This is the second time I've actually felt bad about my results. Its entirely my fault that I don't learn from my past. I embrace them instead, and treat it as if nothing happened. The guilt crawling on my back is slowly eating me up. Maybe I expected too much of myself, I hoped to fly, and hit the earth badly. 

Well, thats not the only thing in the world that I live for, i guess. No point thinking about the past anymore i guess. I shall just move on, and may tomorrow be a better day. :)

P/s: really, congrats. :')