school life

ERM,

For this post, which i really have no intention to write. Firstly because, i dont think ANYone ever read my posts. Secondly, beacuse i'm lazy. Thirdly, because that i'm SUPER sick. Until yiwen keep urging me to write, so i guess i'm giving it my best shot.

Firstly, i hate myself, For being sick. Honestly, I hate being sick, its worse that making me study 24/7. i really hate it. And its only the first week of school! why cant i get better?? I've been having fever since thursday, cough since saturday, and flu since yesterday!! stupid, altough my fever is erm, gone. My cough and flu irks me! Coughing when the class is in perfect silence, is a very APEK behaviour! And my flu, is the worst of all. I cant even bring enought tissues, and all the wan ton... *ew* So, i went to the doctor about this. And i got a big bag of medicine. the only thing worse than being sick is taking the medication. Especially tablets, the smaller the tablet, the harder for me to swallow!! and the syrup taste worse than chinese medication!! Fine, i hope i'll be better off tomorrow...

And its about a week in school already, but i still haven't get the hang of form 4. In other words, form 4 is worse than form 3. All the physics and chemistry and add maths are freaking me out! my calculator's battery is going to finish so fast, all the counting!! Sometimes i just feel like changing stream to study arts, but i won't give up, no matter what. I just have to pay attention from now, NO more honeymoon, and last minute self studys. argh, i miss form 3!!

And about my class, for the 1st day,i've really NEVER seen such a quiet class! Even when the teacher is not teaching. however, things are getting back to normal these days. And yes, i'm in 4s4 this year. Hmm, in this class? i should be happy if don't get the last place. 8 prefects, all the results good like siao and other's mostly results quite good de. HOW TO FIGHT? answer: easy, no need fight also sure lose. Btw, there's a HUGE mountain sitting right in front of me, really huge, and tall blocking my view from my place in school. HOW??? i cant see, and he keep sitting dam straight de, no tuo bei!

Anyways, about the teachers in school. They're not that bad. except my english teacher which always give me a look even when she's smilling. I couldn't handle her lesson, so boring! she's teaching and i don't even know she's teaching. I gave up eventually, ont think i can fail spm tough.

oh big crap, gtg now =) bb